Vegetarinism... a habit?

Hello my dearies,
So... part of the agreement i have with my parents about going to Germany is that I have to give up my vegetarianism....
I'm scared. like REALLY actually frightened by this. Whenever I think of eating meat, i just feel like I'm going to puke =[. To be honest, I don't see anything wrong with killing animals, it's the METHODS they use that disturbs me. But, now, the thought of eating meat/dead cells/flesh just... makes me nauseous. The thought of the texture and consistency makes me gag. The thing I don't get is why. I eat tofu-meat [tofu that looks and feels like meat].
I wouldn't mind not being a vegetarian at this point.... but i just gag whenever i tihnk about meat. what am i supposed to do? not think about it?? ackk.

bis bald and stay classy my little lemon droplets,
--victoria

Wahhhbulance

Heyo,
WOW. wow. wow. wow. wow. I wish i was more articulate so I could describe all of this. I feel like this blog is just going to be me listing a bunch of websites and telling you to go to them. Because its all I do. xD.
Hahahaha. well I just found out that my FAVORITE musical of all time is coming to the DC metro area while I'm in Germany, and this is how a convo with one of my best friends went:
[18:59] friend: also, there's a page about auditions for [title of show]. so it won't be the original cast.
[18:59] me: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[19:00] me: i want heidi susan jeffrey hunter
[19:00] friend: me toooooooooo.
[19:01] friend: and then it was like "the roles of blah blah blah and blah blah blah are already filled" and I was like whaaaat?
[19:01] friend: like, not heidi susan jeff hunter.
[19:01] me: wahhhh
[19:01] me: i feel like whining
[19:01] friend: waaah. call the wahhmbulance.
[19:02] me: HAHAHAHAHAH

HAHAH. wahhbulance. thats clever. points for her!!!!
ive recently discovered that i like rap.... mostly german rap [effarr and die fantastischen vier]. and girl rap [like Lady Sovereign or MIA].
Heres some more blog links!
Austin- ASSEhttp://austinabroad.edublogs.org/
Lizzie - AFS http://lizzie624.vox.com/
Brian - AFShttp://yourmanindeutschland.wordpress.com/
Olive - ASSEhttp://www.toastyjam.blogspot.com/
Luciano- ASSEhttp://schlamper.wordpress.com/
Michael - CIEEhttp://michaelgoestogermany.net/
Alicia- AFShttp://aliciahull.wordpress.com/
Aleks- CIEEhttp://aleksgoestogermany.wordpress.com/
Megan- ASSEhttp://megansheadedtogermany.wordpress.com/
Jasmine- AFShttp://jasminelandry.blogspot.com/
Erin- AFShttp://erinmcauliffe.wordpress.com/
Lauren- AFShttp://laurenkalish.wordpress.com/
Daniel- AFShttp://www.heind.wordpress.com/
Will - CIEEhttp://willgermany.com/
David - CIEEhttp://davidnachdeutschland.wordpress.com/

ill add more as i see them. i dont know what else to talk about xD
stay classy, my cuppycakes of tomorrow,
Victoria

Screams of Joy

Hi friends!
It's been months since I've updated... so I'll catch you up as much as I can. On February 5th, I was alerted that I was a semi-finalist for CBYX. On March 14th, I had my interview in Richmond, Virginia. I met a bunch of really cool kids. It was REALLY fun. Tips for future applicants:
-Don't be nervous [everyone says it, but its true. theres no reason to be nervous you can't FAIL an interview. they just want to know more about you]
-walk in knowing WHY you want to be there and why they should pick you
-look clean. no cleavage. wear clean clothes. take a shower, wash your hair/face. be PRESENTABLE.

Today, at approximately 4:24PM, I got a call from area code 207-- portland maine, home of CIEE. I was on the phone with my mom when the number showed up on call wating. I told i'd call her right back, and checked the other line; it was ciee. i cried. I think I might have scared FRank [guy from CIEE CBYX]......

however, i have a dilemma. I'm not sure my dad will let me go. Any tips?

Stay Classy,
Victoria